Recent (Former?) Love Interests.

13Mar08

So I don’t one day look back and wonder what the hell happened:

Future rockstar — Although I justify us hooking up last summer with the fact that we had a pretty intense one-week fling before we each went our separate ways for university and had unfinished business, he still cheated on his girlfriend with me. That, and he’s thousands of miles away in London, and we barely even talk now. One hell of a sweet talker tho, not to mention that he’s signed to a music label too.

Illustrator boy — We met about a month ago, a day after my birthday, through mutual friends. He happens to be close to someone that I went to school with, so we know a lot of the same people. We seemed to have had some kind of a connection, talking a lot to each other since the first night we met, and going out of his way to drop me off downstairs of my house first. He even suggested that if I ever went to New York before May, I could crash with him at his loft. However, the 2nd weekend we met up, he was drunk out of his mind and making out with a friend of mine, and I decided to reconsider him. Which I did and realized in the end that if I get jealous seeing him hook up with other chicks, I must still be interested. Especially when this guy can play the guitar, has a nice voice, and is an aspiring illustrator who just recently did a cover for a magazine, comic for a local singer, and redesigned a club! I love myself a guy with ambition. I probably mistook his friendliness for flirtatiousness tho; that, or I was too passive/took too long that he lost interest. Regardless, he removed his “single” status from Facebook the weekend before he left back for NYC and had “i miss my baby” on his msn name. Boo.

Football-playing, Lawyer-in-training — Problem: our “relationship” is really an affair. We have a pretty good connection tho, and we talk somewhat regularly online. He can be warm one second and cold the other, meaning he’d go AWOL on me then message me out of the blue. Sometimes he’s platonic, other times he’d say something suggestive like “I’d prefer watching movies and chilling with you” after I asked if he’s out. His friends keep deliberately making references to him when talking to me, which I shrug off but am secretly happy about. Argh.

Elementary school crush — We haven’t really talked since the summer (or two weeks of that summer, to be precise) except for occasional messages here and there on Facebook. He recently changed his Facebook relationship to “in a relationship” with this girl from his university, and by the looks of it, they were pretty close friends even before. I really thought we’d have an interesting story to tell if we ever got together, since I had the biggest crush on him 14 years ago, but oh well.

Local eye candy — For a while, I was pretty interested and I was told that he’s been talking/asking about me too. But when my friend confronted him, he didn’t deny and just said that he “loves [his] girlfriend very much”. I tried to be the aggressive one and initiating text/msn convos, to which he did reciprocate at first, but started ignoring near the end. Looking back, he’s really not as cute as we thought him out to be. He has shit English anyway, and is a freshman at my university while I’m done after this semester.

B — .. yeah, I’m pretty much over it. I don’t even feel that bad or upset anymore when we go for days without talking these days. Though I’m still bitter about the Hoe and wish that they’d break up. No bitch comes and takes what’s mine hoping that I’d leave them in peace. Still, I miss how close we were and how silly we are with each other. It’s kind of awkward trying to act normal around him even after almost a year, but that’s probably cause I’m putting too much thought into it.

These are the ones I can think of off the top of my head for now.

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