Huppi New Year.

19Jan08

Is it just me, or the older you get, the quicker time seems to fly by?

I still remember winter break 06-07 like it was just a few months ago. It’s tragic, really. At this rate, my life is feeling like it’s passing by my very own eyes at the speed of light, and before I know it, I’ll be 40 and reminiscing on yesteryear like I am now, except I’d probably have kids in my arms and extra baby weight on my middle section. Ack.

I have a feeling that this year is going to be pretty good. It had a fucking great start, and so far it’s been treating me well. I’ve also traveled to a tropical island and got an amazing tan from it, so what’s not to like? The only thing I really miss is having everyone back in the same city, being just a phone call and subway ride away, but there’s always summer.

Oh yeah, over the break, B cheated on his “baby girl” with me (again) and we had this big, ugly confrontation about how I think she’s a skanky hoe – yes, I said it to his face, and damn that felt good – and that he deserves better than that despite the fact that he loves her. On a sidenote, he claimed that he was going to tell her that he cheated on her, cause apparently he “won’t be able to live with it”. And I found out that he has a love/hate relationship with her; he can’t get over the fact that she’s fucked 8 guys, and that she writes shit on her xanga like “it’s my last day of work! I’m going to wear my skankiest underwear to celebrate! :D :D” True story. It’s really not hard to understand why I have zero respect for this girl. I’m also extremely annoyed that she came to visit when I was away and played with my precious hammie since I left him with B so he could take care of him (we bought him together way back in the day). I pray that someday, her plane would crash as it’s landing, or that she would get run over by a bus. I really want her to fall, I really do. I’ve never felt this much hate towards anyone in my life. It’s eating me up from inside, and the last thing I want is for her to be happy. Call me ruthless, call me a bitch, but this is how I truly feel.

Wrath aside, my new year’s resolution is to try and blog more, because after reading a friend’s recent update on her LJ, I’ve realized that I, too, miss reading old entries and having them bring up memories of the past. I don’t want to forget the pieces of my life, and journaling is probably the best way to keep them alive.

We’ll see if I can live up to that.

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